To my fellow Knights:

[srslynotguy]

It looks like today is much the same as yesterday. If there is anyone present amongst you who count themselves a member of the Knights and hail from Terca Lumereis as well, then I would like to make a request: If it is at all possible, I wish to convey a message to my subordinates back home.

Sodia, Witcher; if the two of you are present, then I may as well deliver this message personally.

[ ooc; And before 4th wall ends, here is Guy Flynn Scifo. This guy (lolpun*shot*) will be okay with everything but, uh, spoilers beyond Zaude and gd. the fact that Sodia stabbed Yuri. Do not tell him, omg. ;_;... um. I think that about covers it. ]

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[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

[ ....Flynn. Stares. ]

Com-

Alexei.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

...Hello, Commandant. [this one knows, huh]

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

I suppose Yuri informed you, then.

[ Apparently. And this is awkward because he swears you were squished under than big core. :| splatter marks and all. ]

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

I already knew beforehand.

[...well it DID happen. This one just happen to survive.]

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

I received multiple reports of your demise, Alexei. If somehow, you had survived, then am I to take this course of action as a move to offer an apology?

[ He's curious about that, so he asks. But still, this is terribly awkward. ]

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

Apology? Yes I did survive, but that was quite some time ago and I've been through that ordeal with all of you already.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

That or..deal?

Si- Alexei. Please, elaborate.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

Why don't you tell what was the last thing you were doing back on Terca Lumireis, what Yuri and the others were doing, first.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

...

It's been sometime after the events at Zaude for myself. From various accounts and the evidence gathered in the surrounding area of the giant core, we presumed that you had perished.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

...Not what I was asking for, but I was rescued from the rubble and been in Aspio for a time. I didn't come across your companions until Nordopolica was being attacked by the Adephagos.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

My explanation should have clued you in what I was doing. Considering that all that happened afterwards were a direct result of your actions.

[ and he's just not going to say anything about the latter info, though it worries him to high hell now. ]

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

Heh, cleaning up my mess. I'm simply doing my part to help put an end to the catastrophe I've brought now. I'm sure that is hard for you to believe. The way you are acting tells me you are from a alternate Terca Lumireis where I still remain dead.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

What you did to His and Her Highness, to the Empire, the very people who put their faith in you and whom you callously used for your own means, not to mention to the whole of Terca Lumireis was... truly despicable. I apologize, but I for one am thankful that in my world, you were given... rest.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

...and this is why, an apology is meaningless. It won't ever erase my actions. This may as well be a punishment, alive to listen and see the results of my...despicable acts. I have not forgotten what I've done, but I rather use my time and energy to deal with the current state of the world and do what I can.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

If that is where you stand, then please follow that path truthfully, and for the rest of your life.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

Whatever is left of it I suppose.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

For the people whom you betrayed and who are still living, please try to live as long as you can. If you were given that chance, then it is your duty to accept it. Lingering over what little life you have left to atone won't yield results.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

...[simply shrugs, with a knowing grin on his face] Of course.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

[ He doesn't trust you one bit, you know. He's just acting ~nice~. :| ] ...

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

[He doesn't really expect anything else from him. He'll simply tilt his head, with an amused expression] Having doubts about me, Commandant? I'm not surprise if you are.

[srslynotguy.livejournal.com]

After your actions, and all that you've said, I'm afraid anyone would find it difficult to believe your change of heart. Even if the desire to believe did exist.

[illfatedsoul.livejournal.com]

Exactly. Words coming from me mean nothing now. My actions since Zaude, have done the talking for me. It's been effective ever since I was forced to go along with Yuri and his group. We were both after the same thing, so neutral ground was made.